Sunday, 23 September 2007
on a night like this.
i was sulking all the way home and i actually took the troubled to observe my surrounding when i was in the train.
there was a couple beside me and of all the coolest movies/dramas to upload to their 30G/80G ipod video, they were watching Seinfield.OMG SEIN-FUCKING-FIELD.Wtf. pffft.okay i was snooping abit to my left. boring, smelly couple this one. literally.
anyways, aku pon nampak ni mama kaki dia kuning.
rasa-rasanya dia rendam kaki dia dalam kunyit la kan.
atau dia nak matching dengan sari kuning dia la tu.
and just now i buka chippy's cheesy curry chicken (extra spicy please!). i'm chirpy thats why.
oh, and i also spoilt myself silly cause i bought a 90-cents lighter. pfffffft.
what a rip-off!
Thursday, 20 September 2007
be be your love
Pretend I was queen
What would you say
Would you think I'm unreal
'Cause everybody's got their way I should feel
so what's new, faezah?
work is a bitch.
i was doing stock on monday, which was fine actually. i like my colleagues very much.
tuesday was my self-declared off day. i was fucking tired i decided to be on mc.
3 off days for myself *pats myself on the back
i was inspired to blog today of all days cause rachel yamagata just makes me wanna bob my head while typing away. (okay, i just made myself sound like a chicken)
met up with the bestgirls and guys after buka over at the esplanade earlier today.
we put nini's new slr into good use. and also our acting skills for our charade.
thanks for making me looked like a fool, you guys. i had to act out "mr bean's holiday". now, tell me how the fuck was it possible. its CHARADE for fuck's sake!
yesssss salwah turns 19 this sunday. weet weet!
did i mention, my dad found cigarettes on me.
this time he was like,
"faezah, you lie to me.you promise me you won't smoke again kan?!(insert firm tone)"
i know, i know its ramadhan and whatnots. but a little white lie won't hurt, daddy dearest. i told him it was a friend's. its the most mediocre, classic,immature piece of reason but hey, i haven't use it before. so yeah.
oh rachel yamagata, you're making me squirmed in me seat. my female jason mraz.=)
okay okay, sidetracked.*rolls eyes
anyways, fitot. you have my back alright.girls will only be girls. blaming their own sex for every little thing their little boys did to them.not too worry, this whole drama-mama son of a girl will soon get tired of all this and so will the rest of her pathetic-not-thinking-brainless followers okay?
and naq,diy,wany and fiffy. where are my pretty girls? (naq, remember our date kay kay!)can you guys like update me on your lives pleasssseee.
dah.
amirul. i ♥ you!
see, i never forget you one. teeeheee.
Sunday, 16 September 2007
crab apple kids
it wasn't as torturous i thought it would be.
the colleagues are humourous people. constant stupid jokes are a norm there. the manager even warned me to be prepare for stupid jokes along the way.
ahh yes, i've already received my fair share of jokes. not only from the colleagues but the hr people as well eyy.
the only thing i couldnt stand (no pun intended) was the standing part.
i swear i was being such a whiny brat complaining how my back hurts like hell and how its gonna break into two from all the standing.of course the getting of stocks from the store was a tad fun la. i was feeling ala-ala spiderwoman la kan. with the occasional "i think the rack gonna tumbled down on me" vision.
but, forget about asking me which running shoes are ideal for you. cause i ain't got a fucking clue about that!
and the store is a fucking freezer yeah. and i need to invest in a good adidas jacket.apart from that, my manager is really cute cause she was so excited about having an intern in the store cause she watches too much grey's anatomy. haha!
anyways, my bro from tekong just called home a couple mins ago.
to request for a brand new cap once hes out of camp.
haha.
mesti muka cam toyol you know.
i'm gonna watch american's got talent and go do my log book bout my reflections and shits. internship leceh la.
Friday, 14 September 2007
fatigue
the second day was basically all about whatever i've already learnt in school.
all those USP, service recovery and whatnots.
oh, they give adidas goodies like nobody's business.
haha.
the headband, the miniature shoe keychain, badges.
alah, all those normal stuffs you'll give away for being attentive.
i feel like a 14-year old.
tomorrow i'll be one dumb ass clueless son-of-a-gun staff on the shop floor.
i'm already feeling the pressure. i didnt know choosing the right shoes can be so tedious. and yeah, i'm still dreading bout having to wear the uniform.
god... can someone shout VPL. damn those pants. haha.
jeez, the jitters.
amirul is watching ssupload again.and i dont like it when hes watching his movies.
sucha movie junkie, this one. sheesh.
oh, no staff discount for interns yeah. so dont bother asking me about discounts for adidas. boohoo. now go cry to mommy.
MARI KITA SAHUR, SAHUR SAHURRRRRRRR!
Thursday, 13 September 2007
wah, cannot eat babi liao.
the presentation skills of the hr people were so horrible that i think even a 5 year old can present better.
god, you guys stank.
i felt asleep most of time and i swear if i hear another 'impossible is nothing' phrase, im gonna make that punch in whoever's face possible.
but i've received my super sexy uniform. made me look like a yoga instructor.
hahaha.
and tomorrow is start of the fasting month.
no more babi liao.
hahahah.
no, i dont eat babi.
ok, must get some rest .another loooooong day again tomorrow.
to fast or not to fast, that is the question.
Wednesday, 12 September 2007
i have my orientation later at 930am!
horray for not sleeping yet!
and gelare was yum wasn't it?
dah sudah faezah piiih tido. banyak story pulak.
Tuesday, 11 September 2007
you make me high.
jael just makes me wanna turn lesbian.
its 3 in the morning and im up watching this addiction.
someone is not gonna be too happy bout it.
how can someone makes you so flying high?
well, you did.
you lil' monster you.heh.
you made fall for you hook, line and sinker. ;)
i'm sorry if all i blog about is you.
it feels ouh-so-secondary school.
like i'm gushing for someone.
i'm sorry if i were a tad too rude with you y'day.
you know im irrational when i'm mad. dang!
There's not another boy that could make me feel so sweet
Cos he fills up my life
Like the sun, he shines bright
Boy, come with me now
Sunday, 9 September 2007
cranky
but then again, lets not blame the bed.
its just you.
you're on a mission to piss me off, aren't you.
seriously, whatever.
i'm gonna waste my time watching tv, lying down. pretty much doing nothing.
then i'll fall asleep cause i have school tomorrow.
now, fuck off.
The first date.
Would you guess that I didn't know what to wear?
I'm too scared of what you think
You make me nervous so I really can't eat.
hello,
you seemed fun to chat with.you accompany me during lonely nights.btw, where did you get my email?
hello,
i might just have to keep you at bay, you seemed to be everyone's favourite person.
cause you're nice. you probably smell nice too. and you look pretty hot for my taste.
hello its me again,
why do you kept on asking for my number? am i too boring to chat with? cause you insisted on talking on the phone.
sorry dude, maybe next time.
hello,
i saw this drop-dead gorgeous guy at a club. who is he? why was he staring me? was there something on my top? were my boobs hanging out from my top? tell me!
i like the way he smiled. the way he moved. the way he pushed his hair away from his eyes. the way he was standing right infront of me when everyone else's backs were facing me.tell me who is he? sorry, but i couldn't help but watched your world from afar. i was at the side, noticed me! no, you didn't. shit, fat guy, MOVE AWAY FROM MY SIGHT. hey, you're gone...where did you go?
hello,
i got back from the club. i got a message. who is this from?
"hello..i tink i saw u wit ur frens at mos last nite? issit? if im not wrong..if tats you hit me back or gimmie a cal at ********<*****> plz..
i'll b waiting..winkx* ur hott!!!
who are you again? where did you see me? ouh, its you, the one who accompanied me during my lonely nights. hmmm, i'll see you in msn. we'll talk more?
hello FUCK,
it was you! my drop-dead gorgeous guy at the club, that was fucking you!
man,
why didn't you smile back when i smiled at you?
why didn't you say hi?
why didn't i give you my number earlier?
when will i see you again? do you wanna talk now, i'm free?
hello mister blond hair,
did you know my heart skipped a beat when i saw you AGAIN?
i saw you looking back at me.
i saw you searching for me.
i saw you in the club again.
can you tell, that it was me touching that blond hair of yours?
or that i moved to the side to smoke so i could get a clearer view of you standing at the side too?
god, you smiled for once.
you were shy, weren't you?
signalling me to come over to you.
i love the short conversation we had. even though we could barely hear each other over the thumping sound surrounding us.
sorry i moved away, i thought you had a girlfriend. =(
hello my first date,
should i even call it that?
we were just window shopping with our friends.
i know that was lame.
your friends were funny.
and you, mister...
you are a breath of fresh air.
can i kiss you now?
can i just walk behind you and admire your dressing and the way you walk or the way you wear your beanie?
you were sweet, you sent me off.
and...
i had my kiss.
with that soft lips.
hello my whimsical romance,
i can't help but recall our movie-inspired first meet.
i'm grinning like a goddamn cheshire cat and my tummy just fluttered.
i do feel good.
all the fucking time,when i'm with you.
Friday, 7 September 2007
Relax Take it Easy
Pretending to be a faggoty cheerleader.
HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!
(SMOKE BREAK)
actually i was smoking and laughing my ass off watching amirul shuffling.
ok and now, we're gonna get dress for ecp.
ok bye.
I PROMISE YOU WALLS
Or should we say something more?
Oceans arise
Washing over me
Cold company
Dark shades of harmony
Chasing the lies no one believes...
Our heated argument just got aggravated.
I read the text over and over again.
I couldn't truly say I fully understood what it meant.
Its not wishful thinking.
Its not that I do not want anything to happen.
I know something is happening, slowly but surely.
...and to say "I'm paranoid" or "I'm insecured" is just an easy way out of an argument.
Maybe i am stronger emotionally right now.
Maybe what didn't kill me, just made me stronger?
I don't wanna cry out, I don't wanna show you my weak side.
I don't wanna do anything to jeopordise this wonderful feeling that i am enjoying.
Why can't we just build up on this picture perfect painting and view it in a whole different perspective?
I'm not idling around, i'm doing careful mental preparations.
...and aren't you being such a bitch tonight?
Wednesday, 5 September 2007
WAH SI BEH SIAN. LOLX
KNNCCB.
The same ol' issue again, imagining me in a head-to-toe Adidas tracksuit.This time around in Orange.
Pundek sia the colour.
Did I tell you, IM OFFICIALLY AN INTERN AT ADIDAS NEXT WEDNESDAY.
TeeeeHeeee.
Not gonna tell where it is yet.Secret baby.
The interview on Monday went smoothly.The HQ was cool like fuck.Fuck is cool like that.
Coincidentally, Amirul was having his medical checkup a bustop away. ARE WE FATED OR WHAT. DAMN!
The communication part was a horrid ordeal. With absolutely no ways of contacting him cause of the (THANK YOU M1) line being cut and him, prepaid low.
SELALU PART-PART GINI, PREPAID LOW LA, LINE KENE CUT LA,TAK BAWAK HP LA, TERTELAN HP LA, TERBERAK DLM SLUAR AHH ( I just felt like saying that.)
What rotten luck!
But fate brought us together.
Fuck, am i cheesy or what? Get over it , Faezah!
Noooooo, I am just street smart la.
*giggles
Billy Bombers earlier on with Amirul.
EY, IM FUCKING FULL LEH.
HOW LEH?
Before that we were at his place watching whats-his-face, RA-TA-TO-EEEEE.
Haha.
Im pretty tired and i hope i snore the roof off.
Sunday, 2 September 2007
my body's saying let's go, my heart is saying no
I've been watching your world from afar,
so, dblo was mundane. i think the company sorta spiced it up.
*tickle my tummy
God, I felt great that night.
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