Monday Morning

It's gonna be an early night for me. What's new anyway, right? The conversation with Mirul ended abruptly cause daddy dearest was irritating the hell out of me, constantly reminding of the time and that I should be resting now. But I ain't complaining. Even if I don't get to meet you on weekdays, there are always Saturdays.My parents are accustomed to me spending the whole Saturday outside that they actually made a point to remind me about staying home for this weekend for our shopping trip.

Damn.

It only mean one thing, a day less spent with you.Breathe Faezah. Breathe.

Anyways, my mom was surprised when I told her to wake me up for Sahur this morning. She went "OK! OK! DON'T WORRY I'LL WAKE YOU UP!" with full semangat and all. Cause lately, I haven't been fasting and my mom got sick and tired of waking me up, only to have me retract to my foetal position once she stepped out of my room.I shall secretly wish that my mom would be like my dad-"NAK PUASA, PUASA. TAKNAK JANGAN PAKSA". Haha. My dad is that chill. Wa salut sama lu, ayah!

My colleagues are still trying to get use to the fact that I'm fasting. HAHA.

Its the same for every morning. Their very own checklist: "Naqiah fast, Ain fast, Faezah...NOPE". When I tried covering up by lying that I did, I get the usual replies "HAHA. YEAH RIGHT! I SAW SMOKING UNDER MANGO TREE". Sesungguhnyer aku kene spot. Okay, enough of puasa issues. Tomorrow Faezah shall overcome another long, dry, foodless, drinkless,smokeless day in the office. I'm so proud of myself.Tee heeee.

Fuck, its 10.And I haven't shower yet. Another day in the office, another pecah-otak thinking of what the fuck to wear. If my heels could talk, they would probably tell me to fuck off from them. If heels could talk... I'd love to talk back to them. Fuck them back for treating my delicate feet the way they do. I still love you...My FLOPS AND SNEAKERS.

I'm A Dreamer, Waiting For The Sun,
When You're Coming In, I know My Life's Begun .

I hope everything will fall into place now. With you in NS and me...Well, me. I hope I'll be busy with work. Work has been treating me well lately. But we'll see how it goes. There will always be politics in every goddamn industry you're working in. Be it working with people your age or even, those above it. Why can't people just shut the fuck up and mind their business?

Yes, it applies to everything. Not only to work politics. In life, why can't people just shut the fuck up and mind their fucking business?

On a lighter and happier note, yesterday was just wonderful. I got to spend the lil time we have with you alone. I love the Oasis. I love lying down with you in the wee morning, looking at the full moon and ignoring cars zooming past us at full speed.

And yesterday, I bumped into an unexpected person. My lecturer who taught me back in Poly. I think she taught me Customer Relationship Management something something. I really can't think right now. Firstly, I forgot how she looks like. Secondly I wasn't really in school much back then so it was a surprised that she remembered me. Lastly, I didn't really notice her at first cause I was staring straight at her boobs. Her braless boobs. Which was disgusting and I wanted to tell Amirul at first but then she had to say hello.

OMG, I bumped into my lecturer who was not wearing a bra under her top!

Ahhhhhhhh.

Man, i getting sleepy already and its not even 10 yet. Its shower time and off to bed. Nights crackers.

I like the simplicity of it all. Don't you?

I like the part when you know where you stand and why am I doing this.

But I hate it when you have to leave so soon.

Goodnight.