Monday Morning

Mirul's dad found a kitten today and it wasn't those cute lil walking thingy, it was those palm-size, bat lookalike thingy. And and and it can't even open its eyes yet! Aku sukaaaaaaaaaaaa!

But, nothing beats this...
I'm fucking going to SINGFEST 08 la chibai. And and and I didnt even spend a dime. HA HA HA. Sadly, its the first day tixs uhh but its fine with me as long as I didnt have to spend that 150 buxs for a one day thingy. Aku cheapskate, aku sukaaaaaaaaaaa!
I guessed my brother must've had hot sex that day and decided to have hot sex on Saturday again and pass up SINGFEST, offering the 2 tixs to me instead. Baik uh abang, go have hot sex often kay and before I knew it, he'll pass me his card for me to spend on. Chey chey, pushing my luck.

All this proves one thing, I'm fucking not going for work.

There is so much one can do.

Those turbulent times will still be a fleeting memory that I'll get once in awhile. Seeing that face brought back aches. Why do I still have to bother, why do I still give a damn, you asked?
Why, of course. I'm the fucking one up late at night having issues with my fucking self while you sleep peacefully. Having issues for being insecure, paranoid and an unworthy person. I wasn't that sort before. You moulded me into that.

I wouldn't blame you.

Someone asked, "Rate yourself from 1 to 10,how committed are you?"

I'd say 8 cause I'm human afterall. I wouldn't say a 10 cause I'm bound to make mistakes. With those mistakes, I can learn from it and strive farther.

I wished something easily said (not easily done) could be apply in my life right now. It's karma alright. I guessed I learnt it the hard way. Just when things took turn for the better, it had to happen.

Well, one can only hope to be the world's greatest gf.

And... I am a ten out of a ten.

I love it when my boyfriend goes,
"I know why you're grouchy babe,cuz you're having your sinus.I understand".

I wish he's here right now, telling me to stop threatening myself that I would cut off my nose.
Nights people and running tap of a nose (YOU ARE TESTING MY PATIENCE!)