Monday Morning

[["Anyways, on a lighter (or heavier) note, some loser has been using my name and number on Alamak.com (yes, so kental), thus making me fucking irritated with numerous unknown numbers calling me in the wee hours of the morning, sometimes, even soooo early in the morning when I'm just on my way to work. It has been going on for about a week now, BLA BLA BLA BLA. There was this one guy who called, however, who was especially helpful, telling me what that person said about herself (read:me), and yes, I was pissed. I met up with my babies yesterday and told them about this, and they were trying to think of the people who would do this. Everyone said one thing; Mirul's girlfriend. I mean, I don't know her personally and stuff, but I really do believe she wouldn't stoop this low to get back at me. I mean, I believe she has class. But heck, I don't know. And I don't wanna be the one to point fingers at anyone. We'll see how long this will last. "]]


WAH BEST! AKU SUKEEEEEEEEEEE!

FIRSTLY, WHAT FUCK IS AN ALAMAK.COM.
SECONDLY, YES YOU'RE RIGHT, I WOULDNT STOOP THAT LOW. AND NOT CUZ TO DO SUCH DESPICABLE STUFFS LIKE ABOVE MENTIONED, BUT TO EVEN HAVE YOUR FUCKING NUMBER AND WASTE MY FUCKING TIME DOING ALL THAT.

PLUS, NAQ WILL FUCKING HIT MY HEAD WITH THOSE FUCKING NOTES THAT WE HAVE TO STUDY.

ONLY KIDS COME UP WITH ANSWERS LIKE THAT. IM TOO OLD TO GIVE A FUCK. THIS ONE IS BY FAR JOKE OF THE YEAR. WAY BETTER THAN THE TIME WHEN MY SUPERVISOR, SHARON WAS HAVING A HARD TIME PRONOUNCING "PERISHABLES".

HAHAHA. FAEZAH, YOU'RE SUCHA FUCKED UP PERSON.

The Faint is fucking awesome. It has somehow become my morning rush song. You guys should listen to it in the morning, plug in your earphones and just turn up the volume. Serious.

I predict a mental breakdown pretty soon. THANK FUCKING GOD ITS FUCKING FRIDAY. Wait, thats not the right name. If its the name then it'll be TFGIFF. Hokay thats pretty long and pretty wrong. But what the hell, FUCK, ITS FRIDAY! I've never look forward to Friday this much before. (I predict a long ass entry this one. Hang on people.)

I have to start studying all over again cuz this bitch ass needs to get her facts right. I've just lugged home a thick motherfucking file filled with notes. There are so much things to do now. Sometimes I even use my time at work to serve the net (random, i know). No kidding. and i even charged my phone over there! By the time I reached home, I'll be checking my mails, shower and off to bed before you know it.

Freight forwarding shits are fucking complicated. I wonder why do people wanna study import and export and all those logistics mumbo jumbo. Yeah, I'm in the logistics, freight thingy industry. HAHA. laugh all you want. In the end of the day, I'll put rice (Plus all those side dishes!) on the table. CHEY MCM PAHAM. Actually, I never see myself in this industry but I think its pretty awesome la! Dont let me start on the pretty pretty moolahs... weeeeee...I'm seeing purple...orange...notes....ZzzzZZZZ

I'm tired. I need to restore my energy, for tomorrow, my dancing shoes awaits.I need to unleash my devil out before the fasting month. I'm so full of shit, Im amazed by myself sometimes. HAHAHAHAHA. I'm so setan I know. I will repent!

I GUESS I HAD TO FIND OUT THE TRUTH THE HARD WAY. I ADMIT, I'LL SWALLOW MY EGO AND SAY OUT LOUD- I'M THE GODDAMN INDENIAL ONE. A TAD TOO LATE U SAY. ITS NEVER TOO LATE TO LEARN THE TRUTH.

I NEVER REALLY DID NOT TRUST YOU. I GAVE BOTH OF YOU THE BENEFIT OF THE DOUBT. BUT IT CAUSED ME MY NIGHTS, CAUSED ME ALL THE PARANOIA, IT CAUSED ME ACHES. LIKE RIGHT NOW. ONE THING I CAN AND WILL NEVER TOLERATE, ARE LIARS. ESPECIALLY THOSE WHO LIED THROUGH THEIR TEETH.

YOU CAN FUCKING SWEAR UPON YOUR MOM, YOUR DAD OR YOUR WHOLE FAMILY TO MAKE ME TRUST YOU. BUT IN THE END THIS IS HOW I LEARN THE TRUTH- THE HARDWAY. I DESERVED IT. YES. I'LL EVEN APOLOGIZE TO THOSE I'VE WRONGED. IM SORRY. I'D DO WHAT YOU DID ALSO.

SO RIGHT NOW, PLEASE COME UP TO ME, WHOEVER, AND GIVE ME ONE TIGHT SLAP ACROSS THE FACE TO FUCKING WAKE UP AND NOT BE A NAIVE BITCH.