Tuesday, 27 November 2007

bliss ;)

Walking out exactly at 8pm, feeling excited yet uneasy,someone called out;
"Faezah!"

"Yeah?"

"I'll see ya on Friday"

...and then it hit me. I am gonna miss this awful place.

Today was pretty much a short day.
Excitedly offer my bank-in services (Haha!) and went over to Mr Tea to grab the usual milk coffee for the colleagues and myself.
Lunch, dinner, abit of sales, lotsa smoke breaks in between. That pretty much sums up my 8 hours of work today.

I went over to my boyfriend's place after work for a visit and sit there listening to his mom rant on how naughty Kiki has gotten. Naughty cat!
Sometimes we tried to be frisky and all. But its a fucking exhilarating experience! Like how we stole kisses when the mom walked away for awhile and the smirk he would give me.Or like when I suddenly decided to be bold (and beautiful-hehe!) and dared him to gimme a peck on my cheeks. Hehe. Ahhhh adventurous we are not.

after tonight comes tomorrow, where i'd get to see you, baby.

Saturday, 24 November 2007

I get the tinglies in a silly place

Seriously, seriously!

I miss Grey's Anatomy. I miss lazing around at home, being the biggest ass of a daughter and refusing to use the broom cause my lil' nose is soo sensitive to dust and opt for a vacuum cleaner instead.I'm sorry but I'm about to rant about work again. However now its coming to an end,hours at work seem shorter. Hmmm.

And yesterday I was pissed at him for the weirdest reason- He kept me waiting and I was motherfucking hungry. Sometimes it amazed me at how unreasonable I can get and on other times, its just PMS. Girls, we're weird like that.I hate how aggravated it got but I really couldn't help it. I am entitled to sudden outburst, right?
I decided to call you Bubbly tonight cause I was listening to Bubbly in store on repeat mode (the rest must've been really iritated) and Bubbly, every time I see your bubbly face I get the tinglies in a silly place.
Do arguments really make the relationship stronger? Hah. I really hope so. At the rate we're going, the rainbow wont end on the other side, it stopped right in hte middle.

(eyy stop it eyy pompuan RTM 1 yang tgh nyanyi. muke mau maintain ahhhh!) sorry got sidetracked.
Am off to bed. Early night tonight. I shall make up for lost time yesterday, Bubbly. To me the statement "sorry seems to be the hardest word" is an understatement, man. Haha. Fuck my egoistic alter ego. Chibai sia. Ok, I really wish now kissing you would make matters right. Can I just kiss away whatever mean things I said to you last night, Bubbly?

And it starts in my soul
And I lose all control
When you kiss my nose
The feeling shows
'cause you make me smile baby
Just take your time now
Holdin' me tight

Tuesday, 20 November 2007

watch the sunrise peak over the horizon.

Listening to hiphop/rnb/pop/reggae/trance/trash in store made me into a musically inclined person. CHEY, AKU NIE MEMANG SUKA MCM PAHAM.
I practically forced my boyfriend to sing for me J Holiday's Bed.
The song so sexy la. Like me *giggle uncontrollably*.

Girl, change into that Victoria Secret thing that I like
Alright
OK
Tonight you're having me your way
Perfume
Spray it there
Put our love in the air
Now put me right next to you
Finna raise temp' in the room
First rub my back like you do
Right there (uh huh) right there (uh)
You touch me like you care
Now stop
And let me repay you for the week that you've been through
Workin' that nine to five and stayin' cute like you do
Oh, oh, oh


sexy right. i'm like prasan-ing J Holiday as my boyfriend but all my boyfriend sings these days is Jenny. like WHAT THE FUCK (say that phrase slowly and you can imagine my face with my mouth looking all funny,like that.)

Zoukout cost a bomb this year. Last year I spent only 28 buckeroos for the early bird tixs. This time around its twice multiply by two, geddit?
It cost me 45 bucks FUCKS. plus I promised Mirul I'll pay for his too. Hail me, yes do it like that. Im the goddess. Im nice, like sugar and spice and also Auntie Anne's Cinnamon sugar pretzels.
so I guess, in a week's time, school awaits my return and also zoukout. WAHAHA. ey, I miss clubbing sia. and getting stupidly drunk with whoever I was with. Those were the days la kan.

I've got pictures for you.
This was a few days back when we celebrated Jingz belated bday with a dinner over at Newton. PLEASE TRY TO IMAGINE 8 OF US SQUEEZED INTO A CAR.cannot right? we very flexible people one. HAHA!we managed to squeeze in and drove all the way to Liat Towers from coffee.
Coincidentally, Sally, me and Jingz were wearing green cause we were feeling ala-ala starbucks la kan. =)
This was earlier on when we were in the bus to town. I like to kiss him sideways, like that. With the bibir all wacky. More lomantic hor.
I cannot take a decent picture of myself cause I know he'll be right behind me doing exactly what he was doing in the picture. In other words, I KNEW IT!

Saturday, 10 November 2007

Plasm.

God, home feels so greatttt right now.
My parents just bought a brand new plasma tv which is fucking HUGE, i swear i could just lie down on the couch with my bowl of maggie on my tummy (god, i sound right a fucking pig!)
Thanks mommy and daddy! i love you and your moolahs!
=)

tmrw Adidas is having sample sale. fuck internship.
And work starts at 12! YESSSSSSSSSSAHHH *punches fist into air*
practically, it makes no difference just 1/2 hr of more sleeping time. *pulls back arm to the side*

ooooooooooooooh! i think people do really look better on friendster. waaaaaay better for a particular person. Sheesh. I wished i could like snapped my fingers and pop, out came a sandpaper in between my fingers. Then i could pass to you a piece so that you could sandpaper your acne into the pores.

Imagine a guy saw you on friendster and practically WORSHIPPED you like as though you're the fucking Cleopatra and decided to meet you in person. IMAGINE THE HORROR, when he realised how acne-fied and skeleton-ified you really are.
Now, i'm not dissing acne prone people. I do have my breakout moments but i wonder how did one change so fast from reel life to real life?
hmmm, have you ever wonder?
Well, it didn't cross my mind till around 11pm earlier on. =)
Thanks to the wonder of friendster and that particular someone!
cheers and good night!

Thursday, 8 November 2007

dee pa vaaa li

Tmrw's Deepavali. Jeez. And in store earlier on I asked the simpliest question and was given the most lamest answer:

"EYYY TODAY WHAT DAY? EYY TODAY WHAT DAY LAAAAA"
"TODAAAAAAAAAY IS THE EVE OF DEEEEEPAAAAAVE-LI"

Then my colleagues and I started laughing our asses off bout the festive day.
Fuck, we're racist bastards.
Whats wrong abt Deepavali?
HAHA.

Shit, I miss MOS. The girls are out having fun and me, stucked at home with no cash.
and work, of course.

OMG! are you watching A beautiful mind on Chl 5?
Fuck, the baby nearly drown. OMG, you're so cute la!
I have a bad habit of switching on the tv and my laptop the same time and not watching the tv.
I just love the noise surrounding me.
hehe.

Should i eat not?
lapar tau i.
okay, i'm gonna talk to my baby first kk.
much love.

Tuesday, 6 November 2007

I wish I wasn't

When you touch me my heart melts
And everything you did wrong I forgive
So you play me and take advantage
Of the love that I feel for you
Why you wanna hurt me so bad
I believed in you that's why I'm so mad
Now I'm drowning in disappointment
And it's hard for me to even look at you



I'm feeling...ermm, fucked up?
work is not the priority right now. its what i'm fucking feeling right now.
thats why i'm skipping it cuz i feel as fucked as ever.


can i lie down and just forget the world. cause the world is doing what it has been doing best - being the absolute bitch.
I wanna stop time, I wanna stop the world from going round, i wanna stop this ache.

Sunday, 4 November 2007

boredom

I was contemplating on whether I should go out earlier on. I guess I should have went out.
Home's a bore.
I thought I could like spend the whole day doing nothing 'cept be a couch potato.
HELL NO. THE FUCKING TV JUST HAD TO FUCKING BROKE DOWN DURING MY FUCKING OFF DAY!
YOU MOTHERFUCKING SLUT OF A TV!!!

And now I'm stuck at home, doing nothing. Just printing out my stupid internship guidelines for my project.
what rotten-est luck.
but, facebook is not that bad huh.

back to more printing.

Saturday, 3 November 2007

how's school, faezah?

school was awesomely early. thanks.
next up was his place.
(at this very moment, my baby is pissed off and stormed out of the room cuz i didnt want to put his shoelaces back on the shoes. padahal, dia pandai-pandai bukak ehhh.)
i'm blogging at his place this very instance. the dad was home just now. UH OH! HAHA. we werent doing anything la. pls stop thinking dirty.

AMIRUL IS BEING A BIG SPOILT BRAT AND FORCED ME TO STOP BLOGGING RIGHT NOW CUZ I JUST ASKED HIM TO COOK FOR ME MAGGI (AKU LAPAR TAU) AND HE IS THROWING TANTRUMS AND FORCING ME TO HELP HIM COOK.

pemalas tau this guy. geram i.

anyways, hes busy in the other room with the bro.

okay. aku dah puas gaduh.
nak tahu gaduh pakai aper tak?
HAHAHHAHHAHAHAHAHHA

pakai taik idong.
HAHAHHHAHHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA


im done laughing my ass off now. bye. maggi time

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